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Nov 18, 2006
Goodbye to the head headset.. Goodbye to the SRs.. Goodbye to the stupid customers.. Goodbye to the sucky pple... Goodbye to call id 66361..
finally.. after 2 and a half yrs. the decision has been made.. the determination to go.. there's nth left to feel sad or bu she de abt.. i have seen ppl come and go.. at last is my turn..
i still rem the date was 19 april 2004. i came to work in this place. a fresh grad. i rem the ups and downs here. the changes that happened within these 2 yrs. the many cursing and swearing we made.. the happy / fun times we had.. the stupid and lame jokes we shared.. the chalets we had.. time flies but memories stay..
in early march this yr. when i rcvd the ltr, i cant believe wat i saw.. is so unfair and unjustificed. do i really deserve that? life is so unfair.. some ppl juz have the luck and for ppl like me who is ever so suay.. i figured that nth can be worse. i rem the conversation i had with mint, we talked abt the things we felt tt are unfalr etc.. i m glad i have someone to share my touts with. as wat mint said.. lucky ppl will nv understand how the norm ppl will feel. hey mint at least u r better than me.
come aug.. and yet another disappointment.. what do i get? nth. alright. tt's wat i deserved to get.. wat to do.. i cant help it when the call that was evaluated sucks.. i cant help it when cm wants to complain and is not even directed at me. yet i have to shoulder it. fine. no pt arguing. i cant hide my disappointment tt i cant get wat i deserved not even a decent award. really. i seen ppl who gt it and i cant help but felt unjustified for myself. m i that lousy compared to them. i m nt the best but i at least i did my part. even up to the last day, i have met my stats. i didnt slack and refused to work like ppl who had resigned. but in the end.. wat did i get. nth. why? luck is forever a meter away.
so i chose to left. i chose to go. is one of the happiest decision i have made. is pure bias. is a hei an de si jie.
my last day - logged in and worked till lunch. spent second half shredding and chatting. sitting at my work stat waiting for time to pass,, nt much ppl to bid farewell to anyway. most of my clicks are gone..
it may nt be the best choice but there's no regret.
Posted at 11:46 pm by flogal
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Nov 14, 2005
" Love doesnt need to be reciprocated. its not possessive but its considerate"
read this from one of my frd's msn and has some touts to it. it is easier said than done. recently few of my good friends have encounter some r/s problems.. much as i want to help, i can only be an listening ear. more often than not outsider can only be an listening ear, to give some opinions and to offer some advises.. ultimately is up to individual to decide what he/she wants to do... it is difficult to comment much as if one didnt go thru it one wont know the situation well. but it oso doesnt mean that if one went thru it, one will be able to give advise as everyone is an individual with different emotions, feelings, touts and maturity..
personally i tink i am a good listener at least i listen not hear... most of the pple hear but nt listen.. some frds will come to you when they are sad and need pple to tok to but yet when u r down they are nt able to listen. is nt their fault some pple are juz born to hear not listen.. or they might be too overwhelmed by their own problems.
true friends only come in when u r at the lowest and downest moment in ur life.
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off tdy, had a difficult case last sat, forced to leave a morning auto. i have trusted the manager on duty to do a follow up as i have explained the situation to him. at least i tout he's willing to help but i forgot there's something called MC. of coz i know pple do get 'sick' esp if is in btw off days. if i was working tdy, i would have handled the case myself coz i felt i can do a better job. i am so pissed that for a moment i really felt disgusted. now i know my theory is always correct. is better to do things urself than to ask pple, we have to depend on ourselves. no wonder he's so willing to take on the case though is damn troublesome. now i know...
i hope i wont get a complaint coz of this manz. i have done my best. juz as wat joe said, getting complaint is like drinking water~
Posted at 10:46 pm by flogal
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Nov 4, 2005
For pple who has watch the show Qian Jin Bai Fen Bai.. this song wont be unfamiliar..
like this song.. somehow there is some truth in it which i can feel for or rather gong ming.
is a song by Lene Marlin
Disguise
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people
you must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have
"I'm okay, I really am now"
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear
"I'm okay, I really am now"
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear
when you know that it's not true
what they say about you
you could not care less about the things
surrounding you
ignoring all the voices from the walls
Posted at 01:52 pm by flogal
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Sep 29, 2005
juz rcvd an email tdy and i really felt touched.. a customer wrote in to SQ to thank me for helping her.. it really nice of her to do so. been so long since i rcvd a compliment, didnt really do much for her, juz following up abt some disputes things. this small gesture really touches me and i felt appreciated. i felt i did more for other damn bloody customers lo but yet i dun see them complimenting me lo~ but of coz since they are bloody customers, as if they will appreciate our help. do u tink is easy to expediate a cr card and LUM to you juz becoz u can enjoy that stupid discount. do you know how many 'faces' we have to see juz to do the application for you?
btw all the customers out there act as if we owe them a living and is a MUST to do things for them. guess most pple are like that isnt it? hey is nt our fault tt u forgot to make pyt! due date is nt there for nth u know, stop acting like a baby. rem is really based on gdwill tt the bank will waive off for you ok! is nt the bank's fault too tt you sign something and regret much later and DEMAND the bank to stop the pyt. for god's sake, use your brain can? if u use cash then how? go MAS ah. the reason why one needs to be 21 to be eligible for cr card is becoz in the eyes of the law u r an adult and u have to be responsible for wat u do ok.
haiz however the sad part is coz she attn to my name, the SQ pple juz forward the email to me to do some follow up.. so although is written as compliment in the heading.. it was not forwarded to our own SQ... which always mean noone will know. Unlike others who do temp increase (pls lo everyone can do tt lo) oso gt compliment and were announced to everyone in contact centre via email.
so life is so unfair right! wtf.. but nvm lah.. is nth great oso. as if my banding will jump by 1 level. i shld be thankful if i dun have any more complaints manz!
did i mention b4 tt a fortune teller once told me tt my ba zi (eight characters) gt no work life.. tt i wont have much luck in work.. wont be recognised despite the hard work i made. haha.. so i do believe to a certain extend. haiz still tell me muz wear a gold ring w a red ruby so tt work life will be better.. but i doubt so leh.. but mayb if i dun wear it might be worst heehee so better wear. prevention is better than cure mah~ wat to do me oso a bit superstitious..
----is ok to believe but dun be over zealous---
Posted at 10:30 pm by flogal
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Sep 27, 2005
is 4.55am and i couldnt zzz.. was tossing and turinng, finally decided to log online to blog~ wasnt very happy lately for reasons tt will remind undisclose.. feeling tad emotional lately, dunno it is becoz of mid twenty crisis or wat.. feels that life is so meaningless at certain pt of time. perhaps is something most pple will go thru when they embarked on the next phase of life. read a phase somewhere and still trying to absorb it:
" If god brings you to it, he will bring you thru it"
borned on the 23rd of July, my zodiac sign can be either cancer or leo. most of my frds who knows me would agree that i am more of a cancerian. i am one who reads horoscope and most of the time i do believe to a certain extend.. esp the characteristics of a typical cancerian, which though i hate to admit, i am one.
It is a water sign, so Cancerian people are emotionally intense and deeper than they appear on the surface, while quite sensitive and understanding once you get through that tough exterior. did i ever mention that i can cry like noone's biz? even it is a slight hurt, tears will juz flood my eyes and before i knew it, it will juz flow like a river.. juz like tt time tt horrifying incident w tt customer, i juz tear much as i hated to.. at times i felt so embarrassed when others see me crying but i couldnt care less, guess crying is the only way for me to release my emotional. perhaps to start of with, i am nt a strong person. juz like a crab, when it senses danger, felt hurt or threatened, it will juz retreat back to it shell. the need for security and protection is very strong. thus perhaps tt the reason why unkind words will be said when i felt hurt or angry. at times i can be sarcastic and mean but i dun mean to. if i ever did offend anyone, pls rem tt i am a person who tink with the heart and not the mind. i juz snap coz i want the opp party to feel equally bad for hurting me. wat a bitch i am right. but hey noone is perfect and i am not an angel ok..
other traits of cancerian includes vulerable, sensitive, moody, temperamental, defensive, reserved, worrier, imaginative, intuitive, cautious, sympathetic and pessimistic.
yup i admit i m all of the above.. if i have an autograph book, i bet all these descriptions of me can be found inside the book. actually being pessimistic is good, coz if things didnt turn out well, u have already expected it, if it turns out well, is a bonus~ being cautious is good too,dun trust ppl easily, always feel that pple will let me down (worrier mah), so is necessary to be cautious to protect myself from hurt.
hmm.. guess ppl will have difficulties understanding and knowing me ah, seems to be living in a world of my own haha.. but hey i m nt a self center person ok. rem someone once told me, noone can fully understand another person whole heartedly, this is something which i agreed fully~ pple are constantly changing juz like the world is always changing
of coz there are other positive traits of cancerians,shall discuss that next time.
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guess is time to zzz.. hasnt been zzz much lately..
time now is 6.10am
Posted at 06:11 am by flogal
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Sep 18, 2005
went to watch xue lang hu ydae.. muz admit that jacky cheung is damn gd manz. in fact shld be best, his vocal is damn powerful. though i might nt appear as excited as sorina and ter, it doesnt mean that i dun ENJOY the show ok!
for pple who dunno, the play is abt :
1. a poor man named ah lang who fell in love with a rich girl called ah xue.
2. ah xue loves ah lang but cant be tgt coz he is poor..
3. ah lang was conned into jail by rich guy
4. ah xue is forced to marry rich guy, was mislead into thinking ah lang was dead.
5. ah xue's sis ah feng was in love with ah lang all these while
6. ah xue found out ah lang wasnt dead and confronted rich guy
7. ah xue died in ah lang's hand
hmm... isnt that a typical tragic love story? but is really the muscial and the crew who made the differences esp jacky cheung. i felt so touched when he sang ai shi yong heng ~ gosh ~
went for supper at cosy bay after that, haiz waited so long for the food to be served. wasted our time.. anyway went for mahjong at jason's place. won $48 haha.. tink joe and sorina were going kee siao tt they actually said is becoz they kept discussing abt strawberry tt's y they lost. sometimes when one lost too much will really become kee siao haha.. silly sorina still showed me strawberry's pic so that i wont win, really made me burst out laughing out though i m really very extremely exhausted. but then is true leh after showing me tt pic, i didnt game liao~
was so tired (as i was working early tt day, the rest were either on AL or off), i was like dozing off towards the end of the game. knocked off immediately once i touched my bed~
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juz back fr work., was so tired due to insufficient zzz... finally can have a gd rest after so long! was tempted to eat the mooncake as i m very hungry now but becoz bernie said me face very round tdy, i decided i shldnt eat.
and poor jas gt to go bed with an empty stomach~
Posted at 01:22 am by flogal
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Sep 12, 2005
is zhong qiu jie again! haha... went with cher to takashimaya to sample some mooncakes last thur. we were extremely early for our dinner date with ooi and juan thus decided to head down to taka square to test the mooncakes.. hmmm as compared to previous yrs, we felt tt this yr were nt as gd in terms of varieties.. nevertheless we still got sample some mooncakes and were rather full liao b4 our dinner haha..
dun really like mooncakes, more interested in the egg yoke inside haha... still rem last time will always force ooi to bring mooncakes to sch and we will eat during lectures haha.. always like to tease her and her fave piglet (zhu zai) really na men leh wat's so nice abt tt zhu zai??? nice meh??? dunno why she and queky simply fancy it...
we had a gd dinner in Soup Rest, treated juan as is her bdae followed by a sinful indulgence at haagen dazzz... haha... thanks to juan's suggestion coz she likes the chocolate fondue.. this mth damn broke.. so many pple bdae, first is daniel followed by juan, sorina, terenz and geraldine! hmmm anyway happy can liao~ money is only secondary haha.. bet sorina will be joining herself on her exact bday with principle seow and strawberry in genting! haha..
haiz.. was quite sad this week, stepped into ofc last wed, lynn told me "eh u in watson's team liao". I was like ????? i'm already in depression mode after working 4-1 consecutively and felt worse after hearing this.. it turns out to be that Jill has been asked to do project with immediate effect.. thus she has to leave operation and has assigned each of us to other's team... Jill is the best manager lo..so nth is forever.. nth is constant in life thus treasure while one have it! anyway at least i am not under other horrible maangers.. shant mention names but those who knows will know who haha :X
so much for last week... gt to work again tml so god damn sianz!
Posted at 12:08 am by flogal
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Sep 5, 2005
came across this email and tout is rather meaningful... just wanted to share here with my readers! haha doubt there are many anyway...
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7 Wonders of the World
A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of the world." though there were some disagreements,the following rcvd the most votes:
1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. Taj Mahal
3. Grand Canyon
4. Panama Canal
5. Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. Great Wall of China
While gathering the teacher noted that one of the studenthas not finished her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble wih her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldnt make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have and maybe we can help". The girl hesitated, then read "I think the seven wonders of the world are :
1. to see
2. to hear
3. to touch
4. to taste
5. to feel
6. to laugh
7. to be loved"
"The things we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we for granted are truly wonderous"
"The most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man"
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Posted at 12:09 am by flogal
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Sep 2, 2005
http://www.flowerpod.com.sg/forums/index.php?showtopic=10641
in short is abt 2 girls (aged 15 and 18) who were gang raped, and the bastards used a toothpick to stab into one of the girl's toes flesh and then use a needle filled with permanent ink, TATTOO the word 'WHORE NO. 1, SLUT, I AM A WHORE' on her forehead, breasts and back... they had kiddnapped the girls but the family was too poor to pay the ransom and thus they did tt to those innocent girls..
really made me feel angry and total disgust.. how could human be so cruel, unscrupulous and evil.. to satisfy their needs, they did such inhuman acts.. to hell with those bastards, i took a look at the pics and really felt like vomiting. given such situation wouldnt it better to be dead than to live in misery..
is quite scary isnt it. ren xing is so unpredictable.. who in the right mind will commit such atrocious acts..
whenever i read articles or reports on rapist i really felt angry and disgusted with those bastards.. at the same time i really felt sorry for the victims, is really like destroying a girl's lives.. cant those bastard ctrl themselves. do they enjoy inflicting hurt and pain on others.. is totally wrong. imagine someone doing tt to their close one, how would they feel. some might argued that the victim deserved it coz of their skimpy dressing but hey do u mean to say that women dun have the right to wear wat they want?
talking abt this reminds of one show i watched b4 called Irreversible.. the lead actress was forced to have anal sex by another bastard.. the show is too much for me to take it.. is totally uncensored plus the show kept spinning thru out.. still rem me cher and juan were having split headache after coming out from the cinema.
btw juz read another forum and discovered another bastard's act
http://www.sgforums.com/action=thread_display&thread_id=148469&page=0
these pple ah... really dunno wat's they r thinking. reminds of another incident tt happened to me last yr. i was taking train home fr tampines at ard 11pm+, was sitting at the two seater seat alone when i noticed a man leaning against the glass panel next to me. as i turned my head to look around, i came face to face with his "brother", is eye level u see.. wat a sicko he purposely unzipped and flash it at me! i was in total disgust and walked up immediately to another cabin to get a seat.. told few of my frds and colleagues after tt and they really laugh their heads off. so the conclusion is that is better to sit in crowded area esp when is late at night..
so how can we be simple when is an evil and complicated world out there!
Posted at 02:54 pm by flogal
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Aug 31, 2005
Which stage of life u enjoy the most?
as above?
for me.. till date.. tt will def be the days when i m studying in poly! was the most fun and carefree day.. purest touts and greatest pals made.. fondness memories tt still linger in my heart~
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met queky and cher for dinner tdy, haha.. being so long since i saw queky! still the same.. eat so much wont get fat one! treated cher as promised.. was eating halfway thru when we started talking about the days when we were studying in poly.. it begins when i started to say, i saw tan tong tt day.. haha.. mr tan tong.. doubt he will be reading my blog (ppl married where gt time to surf net keke).. congrats to u, was nt surprised tt u r the first to get married coz i rem u told me before abt the famous phase "chen jia li ye", one shld get married first before building a career.. so u managed to achieve tt! he mentioned that i have changed alot, more mature now.. haha.. i really burst out laughing.. tt time when we know each other, we were only 17 lo~
anyway we cont with our conversation.. talking abt the past and the silly things tt we did back then.. promised cher and queky that i will blog some of wat we laughed over tdy..
Happy Memories :
1. Neoprints
We took tons and i mean really TONS of neoprints last time.. is really crazy.. we were so rich then..always take wherever we go.. the six of us with the exact position. we even made our lecturer pasted one on her computer
2. Juan's bro hse
We climbed over the fence to get into the hse coz she forgot to bring the KEYS. haha.. wow lau.. can u imagine, six clumsy girls climbing over the fence.. is really pathetic plus maddeness.. is really a classic.. would nv forget the scenerio till date
3. Sentosa
We pinic in the middle of the beach under the god damn hot sun with an umbrella.. how stupid can
we be.. or rather we were rather ONZ last time.. cant imagine we will doing tt now
4. Mahjong
We didnt know how to play and we played 50 cents if one "HU".. haha.. wat's wrong with us???
5. Pager
Back time, pager is very popular.. we will always leave stupid voicemail and the best is that we have each other's password (shows how close we were ah) haha... still rem tt time ru said a ghost story and scared us manz haha
6. ICQ
We were logged onto ICQ, created dialouge box and chatted everyday.. talking abt nonsense and rubbish...now we oso dun ICQ liao.. is MSN liao haha
actually there are really a lot but i lazy to type.. haha sorry girls.. but i m great we are still gd pals now though we r busy with our own lifes~
Posted at 12:11 am by flogal
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Jasmine Tham
First Cry: 23/07/1981
MSN : jas_tham@hotmail.com
Love me or hate me, i m just the way i m.
Typical cancerian.
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