Garden's of Touts

Aug 28, 2005

When's the last time...

has deleted away what i wrote previously coz i realised that all those sound so DEPRESSING!

so now my question is :

~When's the last time you sent ur resume? guess is time to do something abt it~

haiz, wow lau my new colleagues gt higher pay than me lo~ was telling lynn and company, now we are the lowest paid analysts liao!

the last time i went for an interview was in march this yr at this research company... doing marketing research is wat i wanted to do all along.. hmmm gt thru the second interview but i didnt go coz suddenly i lost interest.. mayb coz i cant stand the pay cut bah~ how to survive with pay cut???

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Aug 22, 2005

Procrastinator~

Introduction
Procastinator = someone who postpones work (especially out of laziness or habitual carelessness)
as def in dictionary.com

Reason #1
after reading sorina's recent blog abt our job, i do ageed with her on her touts and feelings towards our job~ has been working for 1 yr and 4 mths and i do feel sick and tired of this shit. is nt the ppl (although some of the pple do get on my nerves!) nor the environment but the nature of the job. is really meaningless and mandune. apart fr the fun loving colleagues ard, there's really nth looking forward to every single working day. haiz but i m lazy to move on, why? coz of comfort zone? too comfortable now to move on~ dread gg for interview, knowing a new environment, getting to start over again.. is really a process i hate. guess i m always like that.. when i sank into my comfort zone, i do procrastinate~ i m always like tt! too lazy and too many 'wat ifs' will be in mind and i will tink twice abt anything i do. a natural worrier i guess haha... always worry for nth..

mint told me that tt's abt 11 of our colleagues leaving next mth.. kinda have a shock. wat 11? haiz really wish i could be like them, tender and dun need to worry.. but i juz cant do it w/o securing a job. i need security leh haha.. too many burdens liao. the most funny part is tt i am constantly hearing frds ard me lamenting abt leaving but yet we are still here? haha... tt's the most contradicting part isnt it.. guess we are juz waiting for one another to go..

Reason #2

been wanting to pack up my wardrobe since the start of my AL (now my AL has ended).. but being a well known procrastinator... i failed to do so.. haha... clothes are juz stacked on top of clothes.. sometimes i have difficulties searching for a top... see la... wat to do... promised myself i will do so but seems to have no time to do it. mayb i will only do it when i resigned haha coz by then i will have all the time in the world~

Reason #3
been wanting to clear my emails, be in at work or at home... but somehow juz too lazy to read and to organise the notes.. so it juz accumulate haha... horrible right..

Conclusion
Procrastinator = Jasmine Tham!

but... def nt when comes to MahJong! haha

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Aug 21, 2005

Busy Week!

so sad flowerpod is down, cant surf and there's nth much for me to do liao... so decided to blog haha.. sianz gt to work tml.. haiz this week will be a very tiring and busy week. gt team building on tue and there goes my previous off day (next off on sun). tue to fri is bernie's chalet. though i will nt be staying but i can forsee i will be there for MJ haha... so of coz tiring lah~ 46 Pasir Ris Drive is ma chim our fave hangout... has been there every mth since terenz started the ball rolling in april.. is really like a gathering place for us manz, hmmm shld say is a gambling den for us keke.. playing MJ is really one of our common interest.

looking forward to tue though i dun intend to participate in those high risk stunts haha... coz i m scared (nt a risk taker and thrill seeker leh). so far the comments i heard fr my colleagues were quite positive, all except sorina haha.. most of them were so on, gosh tink only me and jason will be standing there like a vase then. i was tinking will i be persuaded to try? but i really timid and afraid of height leh.. i mean i m nt those super onz super garang type... well.. we shall see then haha..

haiz time pass so fast when i dun need to work.. gt to go ofc earlier tml to settle a case, sometimes i really dun understand those customers.. dunno wat they r thinking so old liao still dunno how to manage their things~ guess there all sort of pple in this world~ the world is so complicated so how to be a simple girl haha..

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The Maid!

was on MC ydae coz was very tired and had a spinning headache... probably due to the consecutive night shifts and ya lack of zzz... maybe coz after watching the maid? haha... anyway talking abt tt, me went to watch the maid despite being very timid. hmmm well the show is quite alright... not as scary as i tink it would be (probably coz half of the time i was closing my eyes?) quite a no of twist and well quite worth the $8 bah.

realised been quite long since i blog.. haha coz nth much happened though.. work is still work... everything is the same, nth interesting happened oso.

ydae was quite fun, finally had a gathering with ooi, juan, yongling, na_na and yujin after so long. was really surprise to see yujin aka the forever busy gal.. it was really a scene when we met up esp with yu and yl coz we were discussing abt superstar! haha... reminds me of the gd old days when we were studying, we would always gossips abt celebrities (tt time we were very free, always watch wan quan yu le) though we were supposed to discuss projects! guess this is wat happen when old frds met up. tink is like almost a yr since we met up, the last time was our convocation. how time flies~ really missed the gd old time.. though we always lament abt the never-ending projects, the stupid lecturers, the disappointing results, the crazy deadlines.. at least there's nt much worries and unhappiness as compared to now. is such a cruel and evil world out there

we cant decide wat to eat thus we walked all the way to esplanade and ended up in a jap rest. as usual we were the most noisy diners with our laughters haha.. wat to expect? when u put 6 crazy girls tgt? of coz is gossips and laughters.. cant be we sit tgt and dicuss abt politics right? glad to see everyone is doing well and are pretty contented with their life. mayb except me and sorina bah haha... right na_na?

after dinner, juan left to meet her colleagues and sorina went to meet her frds.. leaving the four of us.. hey yl if u are reading this, do u still rem tt time after convocation, the four of us went marche to eat.. haha... btw eating and bumming ard our fave past times.. haha.. wanted to go haggen daz to eat fondue but was closed.. so no choice we went to cafe cartel to have desserts. headed home straight after as gt to work.. how great life is, right?

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Aug 10, 2005

Friendship~

"Not many of us have frds fr pri sch we remain close to thr our lives and if anyone is so lucky, it is a precious gift" - alan john

after reading this article in the sunday times, cant help but feel tt this is so true.. how many of us have close frds whom we know since pri sch. is indeed a blessing to have frd who know u since young, when u r still so young and innocent, to be able to grow tgt, to cry tgt when we are so stressed up over life, to laugh tgt at the stupidest joke.. at least we can look back and laugh abt all the silly and stupid things tt we do

juz like love, frdship needs effort too.. everyone knows tt but how many can put it into action? now when everyone is so busy working, some have deadlines to meet, some have new frds to entertain, some got to moonlight etc etc etc where got time to meet up? thus i really appreciate frds who will sms or call me now or then to catch up. is this simple gesture tt keeps the frdship gg.. is quite sad though, more often than not, we always have seasonal frds, frds whom u will only be close and gd due to circumstances.. anyway is a cycle tt cant be avoided.. true frds are hard to come by so treasure when u have~

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Aug 9, 2005

End of AL!

decided to blog after much persuasion fr cher aka baby haha.. since we always tgt so OK loh no pro we shall blog TGT then.. though this is like pretty outdated liao~

anyway.. today is the last day of my AL! argh... got to go back to ofc tml. i HATE it, really dread gg back to work esp after tt incident. really made me blood boil. i really am damn affected by it though i try not to tink abt it. noone can be worst than me, is really the ultimate. thanks leh mr oxx u have indeed make a difference in my life. great tt i have some gd frds who kept encouraging and helping me along the way.. thanks pple for making me feel better. guess this is the sign tt i shld look for greener pastures~

haiz i can forsee i wont have a happy time tml, first day back at work, will be blur, tons of unread emails, follow up and worst noone is working night with me! how unfair can life be! my most fear will be CRM revoked! hope tt it wont if not i really can cry out loud.

been quite busy during my 12 days of AL, been meeting up with frds, getting treats (coz my bdae la haha... no free lunch in this world leh) and went bangkok with cher. haha... really enjoy ourselves in bangkok. shopping and eating and SPENDING! was very tired throughout the trip as i cant seem to fall asleep in hotel room. perhaps is becoz prior to tt, my colleagues kept telling me tt the hotel is haunted etc, made me scared! luckily me still back in one pc haha..

guess tt's all for the day.. will have a long day tml.. need to rest liao

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