Goodbye to the head headset.. Goodbye to the SRs.. Goodbye to the stupid customers.. Goodbye to the sucky pple... Goodbye to call id 66361..

finally.. after 2 and a half yrs. the decision has been made.. the determination to go.. there's nth left to feel sad or bu she de abt.. i have seen ppl come and go.. at last is my turn..

i still rem the date was 19 april 2004. i came to work in this place. a fresh grad. i rem the ups and downs here. the changes that happened within these 2 yrs. the many cursing and swearing we made.. the happy / fun times we had.. the stupid and lame jokes we shared.. the chalets we had.. time flies but memories stay..

in early march this yr. when i rcvd the ltr, i cant believe wat i saw.. is so unfair and unjustificed. do i really deserve that? life is so unfair.. some ppl juz have the luck and for ppl like me who is ever so suay.. i figured that nth can be worse. i rem the conversation i had with mint, we talked abt the things we felt tt are unfalr etc.. i m glad i have someone to share my touts with. as wat mint said.. lucky ppl will nv understand how the norm ppl will feel. hey mint at least u r better than me.

come aug.. and yet another disappointment.. what do i get? nth. alright. tt's wat i deserved to get.. wat to do.. i cant help it when the call that was evaluated sucks.. i cant help it when cm wants to complain and is not even directed at me. yet i have to shoulder it. fine. no pt arguing. i cant hide my disappointment tt i cant get wat i deserved not even a decent award. really. i seen ppl who gt it and i cant help but felt unjustified for myself. m i that lousy compared to them. i m nt the best but i at least i did my part. even up to the last day, i have met my stats. i didnt slack and refused to work like ppl who had resigned. but in the end.. wat did i get. nth. why? luck is forever a meter away.

so i chose to left. i chose to go. is one of the happiest decision i have made. is pure bias. is a hei an de si jie. 

my last day - logged in and worked till lunch. spent second half shredding and chatting. sitting at my work stat waiting for time to pass,, nt much ppl to bid farewell to anyway. most of my clicks are gone..

it may nt be the best choice but there's no regret.